10 Aug 2009


It doesn't matter how many new haircuts you get, or gyms you join, or how many glasses of chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends... you still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood. And how in the hell for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy. And sometimes you can even convince yourself that he'll see the light and show up at your door. And after all that, however long all that may be, you'll go somewhere new. And you'll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again. And little pieces of your soul will finally come back. And all that fuzzy stuff, time of your life that you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade.

I have another scenario for you - I'm in love with you. I apologize for the blunt delivery, but as problematic as this fact may be, I'm in love... with YOU. I'm not feeling this because you're leaving, and not because it feels good to feel this way... which, by the way, it does, or did before you went off like that. I can't figure out the mathematics of this, I just know I love you.

- The Holiday

I believe, one snap can make your life change. but you need huge guts to make only one small snap. it's not easy but no reasone to not try it.

Five hundred twenty five thousand six hundred minutes

five hundred twenty five thousand six hundred minutes

five hundred twenty five thousand moments

so dearfive hundred twenty five thousand six hundred minutes how do you measure?

measure a yearin daylights,in sunsets, in midnights,in cups of coffee,in inches, in miles, in laughter, in strifein

five hundred twenty five thousand six hundred minutes how do you measure a year in a life?how about love?measure in love... seasons of love

five hundred twenty five thousand six hundred minutesfive hundred twenty five thousand journeys to planfive hundred twenty five thousand six hundred minuteshow do you measure a life of a woman or a man in truths that she learned or in times that she cried in bridges he burned or the way that she died its time now to sing out thoughthe story never endslet's celebrate remember a year in a lifeof friends remember the love...

- Rent musical

8 Aug 2009

I want to be.

I want to make you happy.I want to be a giving person.I want to make you smile.I want to be the person who can cheer you up when you are blue.I want to hold you when you need me.I want to touch your hair.I want to protect you from everything making you sad.
Love does not consist of gazing at each other, but in looking together in the same direction.I think, love is a choice you make from moment to moment.
sharing the life together is amazing thing.

2 Aug 2009


To those who only believe in chance, creating conditions seems absurd.
Those who create conditions are not worried about chance.

1 Aug 2009

Stupid but noble.

We want to know the reason, the secret, the answer at the back of book. Because the thought of our being all alone down here is just too much for us to bear. But at the end of the day, the fact that we show up for each other, in spite of our differences enough to keep believing.

I got hit by a car, what the year I'm having. I guess, this year is the worst year in my 26 years.
Thank you so much friends, your phone call, emials, text, cards, foods, ice cream, I am really lucky person!! will remove stitches Aug 4th. can't wait. will be able to start drinking after that.
Another important big news for me is my 2 years younger sister got pregnant! I am so excited.
I really proud of my sister, having responsibility, fafmily, when I get ready for that?

August is my Birthday month, I have started to making to do list for my 27's.
As usual, will keep saying that "Life is short, times are hard".. I do think life is short and only once. so do everything friends. for the day you die, you wouldn't say "I left to do something, I could do more.." so live with 100% power! Enjoy everything.
I know I am super optimistic person and I like it. run to your life goal, and eveything will be simple trust me, what you do is what you want, no excuse. because that's your choice made.
Please stop complaining daily basis. work, love, friends, all things are happening in your life is the choices you made. If you don't like it, change it. Because you can do it. and that's your life job.
Change is.. we don't like it, we fear it. but we can't stop it from coming. we either adapt to change or we get left behind. It hurts to grow. but sometimes change is good. change is everything.